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JEAN

19. 20.
female specie.
Lazy.
I eat ALOT.
Daydreamer.
Passive-Aggressive.
Chairman of the BORED.
Blabber.
I failed my major subject.
Passed it second time around.
Flyff-er.
Cabal Online Beta Tester.
Used-to-be Rising Force Online Player.
Former Tantra Ph player.
Frustrated Photographer.
Photoshop Learner.
Hates the course I'm in.
But graduated anyway.
Lousy Dancer.
Sings out of this world tunes.
PIGlet.
Control Freak.
Lazy Ass.
Need I warn you that this site is all about MY RANTS?

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Sunday, November 22, 2009
havoc

It couldn't have been more clear than it already is.
I fell asleep thinking maybe I have been ignoring much of the reality, that I keep myself within the comfort of confinement in my choco-coated world, loving the company of DENIAL.

Apologies for my wishful thought.
It was way beyond the limit we never set.

I am evil.
To loathe you is bliss.
And would love to play games, with you.

Bring it on, friend. :)


rained @ 23:22

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Saturday, November 14, 2009
Celebrations

The infamous bad luck accompanying the elusive Friday the 13th might have lost its way to my generally everyday-normal day. Although I did some sort of "waiting" that took almost half of my day, it could never be put into a bad-luck-account. I may have been bored from keeping track of the time each one of my selected few VERY close friends arrive one by one, but it was as if I was endowed with super patience for a day that I simply waited. No complains.

I was offered to have a small pre-celebration for my natal day (and still have my post natal party on December), and I want it spent ONLY with the guys who always make me feel special.
And I did.

But this entry is not going to be a detail-by-detail story of how my day went, but a simple THANK YOU post for all those who made this day (and yesterday's) one heck of an unforgettable, best treasured birthday.



THANK YOU SO MUCH..

Nana Diya, Ate Marlyn, and nephews for helping with the cleaning and cooking. It was unexpected, and very much appreciated.

• 'Ta Dicdic, Mano Edgar, and dear Brothers for the lechon.

Papa for being insane for a short period and actually gave me two (2) cases of Red Horse plus another case of Coke when you strongly disagree of me taking in any alcoholic drinks (and soda). And for deciding to let me have this mini-celeb out of mom's ever changing mind.

Kuya Andrew, for constantly reminding me of how 'bad' I was in posting your funny poses on FB, and making me a paper rose for a gift. I am grateful, and rest assured that your gift will be kept for good. :)


Justine Alexis and Dave for the laminated collage(?) or whatever you call it [haha]. Na-touch talaga ak and I'm so proud of it. THANK YOU TIN! :]



Ate Trina for the warm hug and greetings. Aww. ;)

Makoy, for actually being able to come despite being unable to ask permission and having attended a gig(?) hours before. And greeting me NINE (9) times. Inihap haha.

Charmaine Jille for all the profanities-in-jokes thrown at me during the webcam moments and for just being there despite the distance.

Ahmed, Kenneth, Kevin, by far the best text I ever received from anyone who greeted me. Bisan baga gintipid ak niyo kay 3-in-1 nga kateks, the sincerity was there, and da lab pare, da lab. :D

Chelsa for not failing to greet me bisan baga nagtatampo (?) ka pa ada ha ak. Haha. Labyu Kiks. See you very very soon.

Jandy for the unexpected call. Wow pare nag effort haha. Thanks utro, and as of this moment I'm still waiting for your "pan-last-minute" text greet as you promised. :P

Quincy for greeting me through text bisan nakada ka la nak sapit plus an im mga hirit han "dare". And for assuring me na labb ak niyo. Apir!

Sir Dave and the LeySamFoto, aww this is touching guys. Though I haven't formally met you all, I feel so at home na. Yehey.

To all who remembered, thank you! :)

• Special mention to the people who were with me as the clock struck twelve:
Maria, Makoy, Paul, Quincy, Kuya Frienli, Ryan, Ate Vina.
Happy hours on cloud nine. The perfect gift. More than a happy ending fairytale.


Although I am, as of this moment, in sheer frustration of the thought that we could still be in my room right now, enjoying every moment of playing cards, and that this entry is supposed to be done tomorrow, but because of some higher entity, we have to end my happy ever after story. May nekstaym pa man diba? Hay. -_-


rained @ 02:31

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Sunday, November 08, 2009
Road Block

The pillows I struggle to keep within my reach, my exasperated attempt on being comfortable despite the mattress being short-sized for three, the cold air in exchange for a mosquito-free sleep, and the awkwardness of the moment.

Agreeing on an idea that some 'things' are capable of ruining a friendship well-kept, rephrasing and restating it a couple more times, and a few hours later, the great irony.

Little did the "dare" instigator know that the task he imposed upon me, is already done.


"Be careful what you wish for 'coz you might just get it."
-Pussycat Dolls


rained @ 05:43

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Common Ground

"Diri ako manhid, pero diri gihap ako assuming."
- Lourence

Relate?
Relate! XD


rained @ 16:24

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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Point Period

For you to ask what's bothering me out of nowhere, and to my dismay, a part of your attempt to deliberately piss me off, you should have been more prepared to receive my fully-meant reply. An off-guard response delivered a contented half-smile and lightning giggles to my sinoatrial node.

Thanks for the reassurance of your "lab". :)


rained @ 06:46

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Sunday, October 11, 2009
Coffee Love

An overwhelming human feeling racing with every palpitation with skips of apneic episodes.
The warmth of existence beside where I lie would suffice the mere thought of much joy, and as the day breaks in for another sunshine, parting without further words of assurance breaks the hypothalamic euphoria knowing it would be just another day, together. Nothing more.
Ambivalence.

Cruelty of truth.
"Napansin ko na lamang na nalalaglag ang aking puso."
- Parokya ni Edgar


Conveying your words to a level acceptable for a friend, somehow I want to think that it meant more than just that. That you are going to miss me, too. O-ha. XD


rained @ 21:55

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Sunday, October 04, 2009
Hangover

Four days straight of 8-hour review class and super exhausting [and hand-painful] writing while trying to catch up with every single important word (EVERY!), I took the liberty to pass by and say hello to whoever were in 'that' place. And as my vision served its purpose, napa-"WEH?" nala ak. Hahaha.

What made me even laugh at the moment of genuine COINCIDENCE was Justine's [who happened to be just across the street] reply to my text, with one word to crack me up, "labteamS". Awkward silence and I wanted to just 'poof!' and be gone. XD

The following day's (Sunday) schedule will conclude the end of our five-day Med-Surg information overload with a post test. And, because I'm ME, though I TRIED to, studying is really not my type. And since it's a weekend, they must have some sort of an unwinding plan for the night, with few minutes of rethinking the consequences over, weighing prons and cons, I gave in.

Plan was to get back to bhaus as early as possible (5:30am), eat, bath, and be in the review class before 8:00am and take the exam. The 5:30am became 6:00am, and ticking. Plus a couple more minutes of trying to wake up the person next to me, off to the terminal, and home.

Imagine me with groggy eyes, imbalance equilibrium, in loose-fitting long shirt, dark pants, and HEELS (lack of working gray matters to choose between what to and what not to -_- ), slow pacing to the 3rd floor, hands on the rails. I knew those questioning-half-smiling eyes and it took just a couple of minutes upon taking my seat for my groupmates to ask why I am in that state, plus the heels. Hahaha. And the lamest answer: in case of sleepy trip off, I have the heels to blame (saving my soul from shameful fact of hangover on a review). XD

Took the opportunity of being 10 minutes early, and tried to catch some sleep. Makuri man ngean lanaton, harhar. Here comes the test papers and answer sheets being distributed, tas piyungan in between questions. :)) Diri tinuyo, naglulugaring la talaga pagpiyong nak mata. -.-

Unexpectedly, good enough score, with one thing Ate Jahn (sitting infront of me) said, "Mag inum daw ghap ak while studying?"



P.S.
This time, you really got me confused. :/
Though it felt good, thinking it over makes me feel so damn bad.
Gago
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rained @ 02:52

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